"...and that's all that matters."


I learnt that things dont always go smoothly all the time.
It is possible for bad things to happen all at one shot.
And there are times when you can do nothing about it.

But then i realized.

It's not what you can do about it, it's what you DO about it.


And that's what ive been doing.
As bad things come my way, i weather the storm alone.
I make use of whatever strength i have left to put up a smile.
An occasional giggle.
And that helped because little things can be very powerful at times.
Even when you feel like life's meaningless, a simple smile can give you an additional boost.

As much as i hate the sun, the color yellow and bright lights,
i love their purpose.

They're there not just to annoy you, but they give you a glimmer of hope against the harsh reality.
That there is still happiness in the world.
No one deserves a lifetime of happiness, but every deserves at least 30% of happiness in their entire lifetime.

So no matter how undeserving you may be, you're still entitled to deserve something.

And the best part is,
amidst the fucked up week i had, i found a sliver of happiness in between.

And that felt like a lifetime to me.
While it lasted. :)




i want this.

Im obsessed with dead birds now.



Proper & more informative updates willl resume to be posted.
As soon as this tsunami tide of emotions goes away.
<3